Another morning of waking up at 3 am, 4 hours sleep. Got up, paid some bills, made coffee, normal stuff.
But I know that by 3 in the afternoon, I will be obsessing about the fact that my sister is flying in today and she hasn’t called me yet. Is she avoiding me? If the dealer has not called me by noon, I will be convinced that it is because my car came in, and they sold it to someone else.
3 Straight days with a total of maybe 12 - 14 hours sleep puts a little edge on me. Every time it kicks up I remember the cause, and it pretty much subsides. But it still kicks up.
Just get a tad paranoid, that’s all.
And you know what they say, “Just because you know you’re paranoid doesn’t mean that there aren’t people really out to get you”